About the author
Howard Wallace
About Me Sometimes when I’m alone, I cry, because I am on my own. The tears are warm but bitter. They flow with life but take no form. I cry because my heart is torn. I find it difficult to carry on. If I had someone to confide in and share my misery, I would cry among my treasured friends, but who do you know that stays that long to help another person carry on? The world moves fast, and it would rather pass by. To stop and see what makes one cry is so painful and sad. And sometimes. I cry, and no one cares.
You are a child of God – a daughter or son of your Heavenly Father, who knows you and loves you. You lived with your Heavenly Father before you were born. He has known you and loved you from the beginning. 5 You are created in the image of God. Your Heavenly Father has created this world for you to learn, to grow, and to become like Him. Eventually, you can return to live with Him forever. For this purpose, He has sent His Son into the world. Through the Saviour, nothing can separate us from the love of God. You are a child of God and He loves you. This is your oldest, deepest, and most basic identity.
Author's Journey
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Author's Reflection
When I look back on my younger years, I see a child with dreams far too big for the small world she lived in. A child who learned early that life isn’t always kind — that sometimes, you must walk through storms before you can dance in the rain. I faced challenges that tested not only my patience but my spirit. There were days when the weight of the world felt too heavy, when hope seemed like a distant light fading in the distance.
But even then, something inside me refused to give up. Each hardship became a lesson; each tear became a seed of strength. I learned how to rise after every fall, how to find beauty even in broken moments, and how to turn pain into purpose. The struggles I faced didn’t weaken me — they carved me into who I am today: stronger, wiser, and more compassionate.
Through those years, I discovered that true strength isn’t loud — it’s quiet, steady, and resilient. It’s the kind of strength that whispers, “keep going” when everything in you wants to stop. I learned to trust the process, to embrace every challenge as part of the story I was meant to tell.
Now, as I share my work with the world, I carry that child within me — the one who refused to give up, who believed in her dreams even when no one else did. My journey is proof that the hardest roads often lead to the most beautiful destinations. Every struggle had a purpose; every challenge built a foundation for the person I’ve become today.
I am no longer that frightened child — I am his victory. 🌷
Tribulations of my Life
Tribulations of my Life by Howard Wallace on Spotlight TV with Logan Crawford
Author's Journey
The moments that make me happiest are the simple, meaningful activities that connect me back to myself. Whether it’s spending quiet time reflecting on my goals, enjoying peaceful mornings with a cup of coffee, or getting lost in a good book, these small rituals remind me of who I am and who I’m becoming. I love exploring new places, meeting new people, and taking on new challenges because every experience teaches me something different about myself—what I value, what I dream of, and what inspires me. Even on busy days, I find joy in the little things: laughter with friends, meaningful conversations, and the feeling of growing, evolving, and becoming more confident in my own story. These are the moments that fill my life with gratitude, purpose, and a deeper understanding of who I truly am.